Tuesday, July 17, 2012

distilled to bitters

sometimes we just have to start over again
And live in a different context
And we are already 100% there and just don’t know it
Each new day
You get to choose these things

Inherent knowledge - imprinting
Sometimes I don’t know what it is
Or just can’t speak of it –
Memory avoidance
Deep pervasive associations
It’s possible that our memories and experiences
And pre-cognitive experiences
Are what we are
so
sometimes we just have to start over again

there are times when life really should be a holding pattern. it's okay.
to rest. to collect oneself. steady the mind and try to see through confusion.
gives you a chance to create benefits for yourself rather
than rushing through life
without thinking and creating harm.
bad choices obscure your true nature.
the paradigm is different now

experiential approach
making life decisions i cannot take lightly
city
job mate
fully letting go of the Self
reinventing it, actually
post experience
post old relationships
post past opportunity

this is also an opportunity to
experience as new
old places and things
and to try to understand how i know myself.