new york new york

,,,i had a great time,,,i should have moved there a long time ago,,,back to painting houses now,,,and waiting for a little longer,,,

Dream # 47

knife murders - man, woman and small dog lured to a house - sordid business deal - daily drop at a gas station - detective

(next)

los angeles apartment - fire on a hill

(next)

filthy motel, disgusting rug - nigel the cat and zoey - i am traveling across country - i have just seen a flattened SUV on a flatbed truck (remains of accident) - the motel room is full of trash as well as all of my belongings - i was sleeping - just woke up - hungry - want to "get the hell out of here" - "monte"/nigel tries to escape through a window - i close it a bit - incredible filth in this apartment - "12/2005" date on the phone book - "don't want to leave a tip" - buttoning tan short sleeve shirt - trying to find my pants - don't want to take a shower, just want to leave a.s.a.p.

Dream # 46

Apartment in NYC - Colin Newman - jazz on hi-fi - Lewis, Newman, Hugo Burnham, Nick B. and I - "two versions" "will it still be a lie" - Newman says "yes, the others will agree" -

Dream # 45

San Francisco - Judy and I are walking down Market St. and see a doctor sitting at a card table at a bus stop in the center of the street. He is dispensing advice. Judy goes over there and he tells her to take homeopathic drops and stop ingesting sugar.

(next)

In an apartment. Corinne/Linda G. and Judy are arguing. I am trying to get Judy to give Corinne some advice that would actually benefit me. The conversation goes back and forth, I become aware that there is a second room in the apartment as a woman passes by in the hallway behind us (Asian, dark hair). Then the three of us are outside. Judy walks away, I am left with Corinne. I lean over to her to tell her something and then we are kissing, deeply.

Dream # 44

Tenderloin - idealized version - eddy street between jones and taylor - grey day - crowd of people selling at s.e. corner of jones and eddy - i am further down the block near taylor, watching. i am about to walk that direction when a line of motorcycle cops drive past and stop at that corner. there is a large, old theater on my side of the block - i have a ticket so i go inside for a moment - then i am back outside and i walk across the street - except it's the block of o'farrell between leavenworth and jones with the little hotels - there is a two-story apartment building with only one apartment - the first level is an entry way - very small with an old elevator - i go up in the elevator and there is an "Old Bill" character but it's someone different - i am welcome there and he gives me his phone number - i think i am going to go back there though my parents are expecting me in sunnyvale - i have been gone for a day - i am back outside and walk up jones past the mail service between eddy and o'farrell - there is someone inside helping david - then i go across the street by the corner store and i see david across the street - i want to go back to the old man's apartment but i am reluctant to dial the number he gave me - then i am down by the old hilton hotel - some sort of bac event - something is wrong - jw is unhappy with the preparation but i was not involved - then i am going back inside the apartment but no one is home - not sure if i am supposed to be here or not -

Dream # 42

in apartment which is upstairs from an old victorian theater, which has large windows that open out. there is a contest on the radio to decorate the living spaces in the building, "we" try but later someone trashes the unit and "we" are scrambling to repair it. judy drops me off at a deli to work. she is supposed to go home and then return to pick me up later. there is no answer when i call her. later, she arrives with two men in her car (it is a convertible). the car is double-parked. this is on hyde street near bush in the City. a black girl tries to get in her car as well. one of the two men leaves. "tl - get out of here" - i give judy a pillow - she drives off with the one remaining man - my roomates are with me standing on the street

(later)

i talk to mom & dad about the new apartment - i am not sure i want it - it's filthy- typical unkempt household of men - i have two male (white) room-mates.

Dream # 41

nightime - i am working at an airport in arizona, servicing cargo jets - it's dark inside the plane - i watch another jet taking off, then a second which aborts its take-off and then taxis to a hangar. i have a co-worker and there are two men in the cockpit of my plane - i don't know them - latino woman - judy - kelli - somehow in dream - co-worker leaves, he is going on his break - feeling wistful and reflective - at the end of the runway are two mountains, with the moon shining between the two peaks - i exit down the stairs at the back of the plane, take out cell phone, i feel the need to call judy

(next)

washing machine

(next)

giant two panel painting - black panels with a single white stripe down the center of each - using a roller to paint this - long stick so i can reach - deb and suzanne are there - then i am in a garden, by an old house - patti smith helps me measure the side of the house - "where should i put this?" - she says "the middle" but i make the wrong choice as to what the "middle" is

(next)

i am late - photographers taking shots - hilly waterfront park, sunny day - in cambridge, mass? - historic brick buildings - old town square - crowd of people wandering around - tourists? - recurring dream theme of civic center area of san francisco - there is a half-way house or rehab facility - men filing out - i am interested in purchasing it - then a flood comes - water about ankle high - very warm - i move to higher ground - tourists are still there - i am passing through a crowd as one group are taking photos of each other - i bump into one camera - photographer and i each say "sorry" - i am headed to a ticket booth so i can buy a bus ticket - running late, i am trying to leave - still moving uphill - a woman gives me a bus transfer, i go back down the hill, hoping to catch the bus - it's a long ways down - i can't figure out where the bus station actually is - i pass behind a row of the brick buildings i mentioned - many have old, faded advertisments painted on the walls - i miss my bus, then i head to a dock to catch a ferry, i am not too late for that - there are people in line, looking down at the water, waiting for the ferry to arrive

Dream # 40

-this one is really fragmentary but i like the flow of images-very william s. burroughs

29-3-2010

wise panel
late night
man ray to the side with face detail
posts another clip to marin county
cash
re-write in mott's house
the jury and peers do not see where i am
dan outs me, we start to fight
judy is there to rest
"how are you going to be to me?"
swans
sex
quell
peace
serve alliance
"how are you going to be to me"

Dream # 39

joanne is in danger of losing her job - her boss calls me in to speak to me about this - "have you talked to drew yet" - tom and i are getting ready to travel to the u.k.

at mom & dad's (different place) - i am in the kitchen, looking for food - worried about making it through (airport) customs - i try calling joanne on my cell phone - no answer - i grow concerned

Dream # 38

@ Parkside Bar, SF - Kelly Stoltz is onstage, I am with Eric, ME, others - then at ME party - restroom with curtains -

(next)

"think your way into an opportunity"

(next)

new subway in SF (map)

(next)

suburban neighborhood, winding street

(next)

message board - reading glasses

interlude

http://www.artofeurope.com/smith/smi1.htm

Dream # 37

note to self: please use a pen that will not run dry during a productive night of some five dreams...

* * * * * *

music: nick drake, things behind the sun

* * * * * *

old style elevator - doubles as a bathroom - i am using the mirror - putting on a tie - dark wood paneled building - i keep pushing the button so it will stay in motion thus allowing me to keep the elevator private - someone at the top floor is waiting and getting annoyed - i am almost finished and open the door and exit, he gets in - i have left my wallet on the counter in there - the door is not entirely closed and i am waiting outside hoping he has not noticed it - he seems to be legitimately using the bathroom - as soon as he is done he exits and the wallet is still there, i take it and am hoping that nothing was stolen from it

(next)

mountain view by train station before the construction - there is a u2 spy plane circling overhead - the pilot seems to be having some trouble - then the plans dips, rises and then starts to fall - the pilot ejects, the plane crashes nose-first, he somersaults in the air and then parachutes to the ground - vudi and i run to him as he lands - when he is done i shake his hand, as does vudi - i call judy on a cell phone to tell her what happened.

(next)

night - city block, 50's style apartment buildings - suburbs south of sf - quarters in my pocket - i am hiding something, worried that someone is going to find out - i am in one of the buildings, i get directions as i cannot find my way out - from one of the floors i see across to the next street, driveway or parking area - "the beatles stayed here in 1966" - black and white photo from newspaper shot at a distance - i work my way down to the lower floors the building - gas station paring lot at night - market st. near castro - and then i am on a downtown street, it is in an unknown city and it is daylight - about 6:30 am - people are on their way to work - i cross a street at a corner - city employees - street cleaners - white coats - talking about how much $ they will make - competitive - then i am at my job - (illegible) - talking to (illegible) - i am sympathetic - i wake up

(next)

a twelve-string guitar lesson with david crosby - he is showing me a beautiful technique that i had not considered before - the pick he is using sweeps across the stings

(next)

attacked and beaten by three men - in airport - for being too slow in line - same airport from recent dream where i barely get on plane which then crashes - more to this dream but notes are illegible

Dream # 36

sears store in a mall - i want to buy my own sleeping bag - a grey one with a black interior - they are $10 - i am walking around in the one that i have now - there are two men - they were in my truck (car) with me and now that we are outside i am trying to lose them - i know that they are in the store - then i am in a different department - there are two male security guards (sarcastic) and one woman with a camera - i am sitting on the floor in my sleeping bag - i have my laptop with me - i am downloading a program, it is almost finished and i am waiting for it to complete though i am desperate to get out of there - i see phil l. - then i am outside the store - it's night - there is a subway nearby and i am starting down the stairs - the two men in my truck are following me but they lose me in the crowd at the subway - i am almost past the turnstile in the subway and i wake up

(random)

check cashing place

(random)

fish sandwich, mexican food

"i suppose you guys go over there for..."

"lunch, it is cheaper"



(random)

Dream # 35

steps of city hall - gavin newsom - i am in a sleeping bag - gavin has to step over me to get into the building - carlton is there - "i have to stop doing this"

(later)

car
breakfast
ladyfriend

(later)

premier of european country (woman) gives short speech - then vladimir putin speaks - no one else is there (except myself, i am in my sleeping bag)

Dream # 34

locked out - i am trying to awaken out of a bad dream - slowly, i do - travel - cat sitting on my lap - suzanne l. - i am a writer for television project -

Dream # 33

brick building - older area - then i am working at a temp job - slots full at mail station - this is supposed to be the bay area council - postage-stamp sized gifts - i have a blue cart - i'm using it to move things around, then it is taken away from me - michael cunningham is there - there is some portion of the dream that is a recurring one - i'm in the basement of the old state building, working for frank - i'm not supposed to be there - people come in and out and i try to hide - it's the middle of the night - there is an area in which to escape - it's very dark and damp in there - not sure where it leads to.

Dream # 32

I am inside a crashed Space Shuttle - it's tipping over an icy cliff - antartica - there are no other people around - it's wet inside - water dripping

(next dream)

WTC - towers on fire - I am flying above them - massive explosion below - huge fireball rises up towards me

(next dream)

"run for your life" "how long have i been doing this"

(next dream)

special forces - in planning room - jimmy carter is next to me - we are both standing, studying maps - ignoring man who is critical of our plans - bill clinton seems to be more in their favor

(next dream)

drug dream - i am in a house with judy - she is in the next room - i am sitting on the (hardwood) floor - there are two little piles of dope with some other things mixed in - colors are different - also dust and bits of cotton ball (strands) - trying to figure out what to do with this - should i carefully sweep it under the bed? put the two piles together? i have a glass pipe but no brillo - nothing i can do with this stuff - then i am outside - it's night - hilly area - woman with dark hair - sort of goth look - connie? but at some point i understand that this is joanne - she has a pipe already and gives me a five - i tell her i will give her my watch till i can come back with the money - she preps the pipe - i ask for a lighter - end of dream

(next dream)

this is much more fragmentary - melanie - little clothing on - no water - it's cold - at a concert - the clash - joe strummer looks directly at me - mick jones on the other side of the stage is playing and throws something straight up in the air - then it shifts - on a trip - joanne - won't leave me - then it shifts - at family home - tom, mom, dad - i am in tom's room - but it's become mine - dad bends over in pain - it's his left shoulder - i rush to his side - i yell for mom to call an ambulance - i look back into dad's eyes and they turn black and start to grow in size - open wide - i yell "mom" and then i wake up, having actually yelled "mom" in my sleep

Dream # 31

basement stairs - rows of record albums along the walls as i descend - other people around - worried they are stealing from me - i am trying to discern which records i actually want to keep - i have too many - there are thousands - putting some aside that i don't want - then i am in a library of some sort - school library? a man comes in and tells me that he can't find a copy of jeff beck's blow by blow, which i have in my personal collection. i tell him that i will make him a cd copy of it. he says he will take me to lunch or dinner if i like as he is very appreciative. then i go over to his office - it's across a busy street - and enter the office to see a woman behind a desk - he is apparently in the back or perhaps he isn't there at all - it's unclear - she hands me a check for $2000 - i then go outside and see that it isn't a check at all but a check receipt and it is made out to someone else -

(later)

frank is sitting behind me at a sporting event or some other activity "don't worry i will take care of you" - comforting gesture - then in a room (motel?) - unmade bed - size of the entire room. angela and frank on one side - judy off to the far side of the bed on the other side - she has long blonde hair - off in her own world - there are four small notes - one red, one pink, one purple and one yellow, each with a handwritten message (from frank?) - are these biblical? - angela is ignoring me - there is some strange dynamic -

Dream # 30

Drew dreams

(next)

"There are three types that are allowed in: those who contribute to upkeep, those who have money, and those who bring laughter"

Dream # 29

"why did you buy this for no apparent reason?"

(next)

outside, early morning - foggy EPA - boat in driveway -

(next)

four heads, in small box - moving to music

(next)

brown wooden table, top of the table is unusually thick

Dream # 28

trying to assist mimi - she is a jockey and she is trying to get a ride - mimi has dark hair instead of blonde - i know of someone who has a stable with several horses (anthony) but they are all spoken for. i speak to various members of anthony's family (anthony jr., etc.) to try to put a good word in for mimi

(next)

joanne - she is living in a large multi-storied building - it's almost like a prison - with rooms around the perimeter of each floor only and an open space in the center - stairs in each corner - light, dirty, yellow walls - artifcial light - this building is the sort in which one can see all the way down to the ground floor (atrium) - she doesn't see me at first - she is on another floor - i am living with tina - when i see joanne i try to stay out of her way initially - going from floor to floor around the opposite side of the building - but am attracted to her, follow her until i catch up to her, we have an encounter and at that point we are together. it takes a while for us to form a real bond. i initiate this. there are other people around inside the building - most of them know her - then we are outside - it's night -she is captivated by something in the sky (a satellite? spaceship?) - it circles around us in the sky - then there is an airship next - it circles once in the sky, then falls to earth in flames directly on top of me

Dream # 27

choices - two different lists

(next)

steve. apt in hollywood

(next)

run into jab in sf - she looks healthy but isn't - she is with carson - joanne does not initially want to see me but i follow them on a bike (walk along with them - i am pushing the bike, not riding) and she is ok with that. she stops outside a deli and then she is in a line of not-quite-homeless people. they are all sitting down. she asks me "where are you now in life?". i answer "ellis and larkin" (857 ellis?) - this isn't actually true in the dream. in the dream, i am living at my parent's house. i am thinking about this deception and now afraid that she will want to meet up with me on ellis st., yet i am still attracted to her and actually want to be with her, somewhere. conversation about the past - calm - a few of the other people in line are moving closer to her and there is an undercurrent of drug dealing, something is being discussed or understood.

Dream # 26

in my parent's house - it's night - i think no one is there. i am in the living room, walking towards the kitchen - then i see a man sitting on the corner of the couch in the darkness - i'm afraid and move into the kitchen and then to the family room - i think that i am going to escape out the sliding door but there is another man coming after me or perhaps the same man on the sofa. i am terrified and am trying to cry for help, then i wake up - talking in my sleep, afraid

Dream # 25

there is a hold-up at my parent's house - i don't know if they are alive or not -



(Tina is in this dream) warehouse building with conveyor belts - many floors, elevators and stairs - bringing pillows - all of the chutes go to muni streetcars below -

Dream # 24

a relief plane crashes - one lady falls 400 feet, one man 300 feet - salt walther or his management on board - there is a book on this instantly when it happens - grey day - open area - hill with snow - annoying person - then in men's room at a gas station - cleansing wipes - parked nearby - "little black pieces" - i don't have one and i don't want one near me -

Dream # 23

5 March 2010

mike is one of my roomates - i sleep on the floor in a sleeping bag - blue, blue ocean outside the window - outside the other direction is larkin and eddy street corner by the motel that is there - latino guys hanging out - two blocks of cheese wrapped in foil - one is unwrapped and there is a gang symbol carved in it -

(next dream)

mission st/6th - in pawn shop - don't notice anyone that i might know - i want to leave the area - there is a horse there - i ride the horse - no helmet or saddle - i am scared - ride to mission street - meet someone else there (man)- wondering what is going to happen - fast food place - man is with a child - horse is outside - bright sunny day - i am in a public restroom

(next dream)

i am at marathon plaza on second street, working on a temp assignment - just taking my lunch break -


(fragmentary)

stop at a (?)
in a bathroom

donnas ride

"bass
bass"

Dream # 22

10 March 2010

I had about three dreams last night but am left only with the images of the third one, involving sex with Jo Anne. I am pretty sure that the three of us were all living under one roof. One thing I am surprised about is how often I have recurring themes or locations. Judy is in a lot of dreams. I'm surprised how many Jo Anne shows up in.

Dream # 21

26 February 2010

i am with judy, in a grungy motel room, dark wood paneling - not in s.f. - i have been in this room before (drug experiences) i don't want to touch anything in it or sit down.

(later)

former irl offices - only one room being used - this is very much like the first apartment building that i had in austin - there are two women in there - i am thinking of june 2001 tms visit - carrie -

(later)

uncle mike is visiting w/ joey and erin - they are around but i have not seen them yet - i am in a public restroom - still at the motel? - mike and (young) joey come into the bathroom while i am on the toilet - i thought that i had locked the door but i haven't -

(later)

in someone's house - call phone - talking to judy - there is a show about to start in the house - thousands of people - george carlin comes out to open the show - then in SFO down Geary - then at a church or some refuge - call judy she is glad i called but skeptical - tell her i am on my way home on a sam trans bus - mission and 18th? old corner - donut store (25 hr Donuts) waiting for bus - someone is trying to sell me some dope - showing it to me - i don't want to accept it - asking myself why am i here? then i wake up.

Dream # 20

Leavenworth Apt. - getting ready for work - 8mm films stacked by shower, and betamax tapes - i notice some of them are getting wet - and i try to dry them with a towel. this is making me late. judy is rushing me and giving me a hard time - then i am downtown trying to get a breakfast burrito from mcdonald's - and by then i am really late. blaming myself for not being able to wake up earlier.

walking along market street with a pile of belongings - my mom, judy and mikey are in my old ford escort - they have been looking for me - i am in my pajamas. they slow down and when i try to pick up my stuff - i am "taking too long" and it pisses them off. i pick up the front of the car and angle it on the sidewalk. the back part of the car is still on the street. i am trying to keep them there - until i get myself together. mom - "i came back from florida for this?" - i am hoping they won't leave, but they take off and then i am chasing after them. i have to wait to cross market st., they are driving down to the corner but am stopped in traffic. then as i near them, they are gone. then i am walking on larkin st. by the old library, crying, carrying my things, still in my pajamas.

Dream # 19

music in my head when i awake: sha sha a go go

Biking
California St. hill
sack of belongings coming apart
binder of Pyrysys papers and business cards

"he is leaving and then comes back and sits down"

(later)
in a jazz club
snaking dance
carlos santana is sitting in


(later)
TL
cops watching in unmarked car. shades on.
riding bike downhill (jones st. from bush down into TL)
i am riding one-handed
bright daylight
white t shirt

(later)

i am late for work, have open up store
san bruno el camino real
working at a fotomat or other camera/film outlet
but on the inside there is a backroom that is actually a house
trying to organize all these packets of photos by name, more and more coming in
madeline is a co-worker
i have not had anything to eat and am hungry and panicky
want to run to convenience store
inside the store is like a maze and i have a hard time making my way back out
worried i am not going to get back in time
i make it back and there is a staff meeting inside - upper management
there is another employee there who has devised a speedy, efficient manner to get these envelopes in order (alpha folders)
it's Vladimir Putin.

Dream # 18

6 March 2010

Laurence
North Beach at night, walking east along Broadway - Mab side of the street
weird light in the sky
dc-8 breaking apart in the sky

(next dream)

pyrysys (but it's in a two-story brick building)
someone's coming
all of us there have our clothes off
i am in the bathroom, wearing a towel
masha, suzanne from the BAC, "abbe", kerry?
then masha asks me how things are going for me
i tell her judy is stressed out all the time and drinking
they freak out, call a doctor
but it's not dr. moreaux. i expect to see him
but they bring me downstairs to a room
and there are two (identical twin) doctors sitting in chairs
each has a blue-tinged beard.

Dream # 17

tourist attraction, outside
multi-level steps
judy in (illegible)

others there

money stolen (it was sitting on my bed)

red and black-checked floor

upper market street near castro

Dream # 16

25-2-2010

ramelda
driving el camino real san bruno
tom in car behind

have to go get something

"is it nice to have someone who looks out for you"
i say "yes"


bible tapes

Dream # 15

parents are away, i am in their backyard
on fence or floating over it
dropping bundles of food over the fence
two kids
j mccain
julie from pyrysys sees me from next door
worried about my being out all night and what that might mean
5 am
takes me to the browns house
audrey looks different
knows me and is okay with me coming in

(second dream)

escape
others go first
tape hidden in tree
i am being pursued

Dream # 14

21-2-2010

s.l. at a club
headphones - amc, song from everclear
enchanted
kissing, comparing kisses from others before

sunnyvale - in car - long from to complete and send money in
new national procedure in order to be able to drive
radio tells me?
papers appear.
patrolling large bird in the sky enforcing this.

desert.bright daylight.

locked out of my parents house.

two helicopters crash at night (fire ball)

tom and kids walk by car and ignore me

dad then lets me inside

Dream # 13

Music shop
pawnshop
my old red kent electric guitar - too wrecked to play
marshall amp head with (???)
hot
epiphone amp head
dad comes by to take me away

Dream # 12

i am traveling. i understand that i am in indianapolis,
davey raichel becomes mario a
firestone jackets
"i want to see the ??? or the way out of here"
i am giving advice

"you have to make a list of what is important to you and decide what you should do for a living from that"

small coffee shop, i am getting a frappachino - $ 1 tip - girl behind counter is Alicia - i've lost something, go past the counter to look -

old woman - i am buying something (records?)
counting, giving her money, more than i needed to but i think that she is going to give me change back, she leaves but does not return

two young women then come in and a middle aged woman tells us of time spent with an older woman

"sometimes we would watch movies together - i don't have a t.v."


(second dream)

in large house, many rooms, one room-mate
window faces a building
have to move to the room next door, it is better anyways
not too many belongings
new people moving in to room that i have not seen before - i don't trust them
i am trying to help them with their stuff
my new room has better windows and light
old style victorian sliding doors between old room and new room--in s.f.? near zen center?

Dream # 11

flashback
i am being searched
one of the girls is a cop

earthquake (this is a few days before chilean quake)
more cops coming
this is a big joke to them

(fragmentary note: "now you have spent" ... "in the depths" ...)

Dream Journal # 10

jenny w
homeless
i am at mom and dads
story about her on tv
tells me what is really going on is that she has fallen into prostitution

Dream Journal # 9

In school
late
pastry
biking
eric m
car going the wrong way

find credit cards on the sidewalk
i pick them up
what am i going to do with these
i am followed to a dark street
near the old 25 hour donut shop mission and 20th?
men outside dealing drugs

Dream Journal # 8

22-2-2010

Shawn Nakano

Dream Journal # 7

at a fair or circus
indy colts
"give prizes away - make people feel like they are getting something"
in parking lot - soldier won't make eye contact - then a passer-by does and then i do as well.

(second dream)
drew's band
warfield theater
setting up gear, i am supposed to record this performance
all the equipment is at home
then i am on stage
no one is inside
no pants on, there is a bag of stuff outside or mine
black man takes it, people are outside trying to sell things
inside the theater there are political ads running for tom campbell
i'm trying to come up with ideas for these ads, too
i have a note pad
a few people are sitting at tables upstairs in sound booth setting levels

Dream Journal # 6

commute home "sfo"
sinking ship docked
another ship there to take next to that one
-judy-
different commute-meet her at car?
i am there before her

(second dream)
plane dream
i work for an airline, on a very narrow plane
wait too long to get off the plane and then i am on the next flight out
it takes off and there is danger - narrow escapes - plane flies under a bridge, etc.
fear.
scene in apartment before that (repeat dream-cannot id the airport but it is the same ticketing area)then trying to find the right ticket counter or departure gate
i am late, it's crowded and i barely make the flight

Dream Journal # 5

18-2-2010

mail service 537 jones st sf
judy is up the hill

o farrell and jones st. bright day light
black man, friend meeting drug transaction
darkness
meetings

Dream Journal # 4

17-2-2010

robyn h
title: "a witherton conciousness"

"wasting my time with the bullshit of death"
mark e is screaming this last line in a song on stage
the late m hedges plays at an in-store appearance
gives me something to hold and smiles at me

Dream Journal # 3

16-2-2010

on a boat
suzanne l.
film cans buried, there are tests i have to perform
brushing teeth, dale e is down the hallway from the bathroom
i think this is my parents house/san diego

Dream Journal # 2

The Cramps are at my parents house, I am across the street. Gloomy day. I am making plans to record an album yet understand that it's never going to come to fruition.

(second dream)
Bob Dylan chronicles #2

(third dream)
riding bike at night in millbrae, headed "home". judy on fire escape. i am coming up the fire escape with bike in tow. she is holding a glass eye in front of her eye as she wields a digital camera. lots of other people out on their fire escapes as well. it's an old brick building.

(fourth dream)
ramelda (?) rotating cast of women also at night

(fifth dream)
involves judy

Dream Journal # 1

Night of Feb. 10th

With Judy in Hollywood/NYC
Chaplin's house (based on actual Craigslist ad I'd seen)
Tall, abandoned old hotel al la the one I saw on Sunset Blv. in 1983
Then walking down NYC street, see Jo Ann Boatman coming towards me dressed up/made up, Judy keeps walking, I follow JAB. Then I am in a grungy hotel room, with very little furniture waiting for Jo Ann to come in. Pensive. Is Carson nearby? Wondering if Judy is worrying where I went to.