apprehensive about trip to l.a. don't have enough time to do what i should probably be doing. or enough money. long drive in undependable car.

ithere is so much going on right now. father's day on the 17th. will be back home. dad seems better. finally felt well enough to go yesterday, twice. second time by myself, there was a computer there next to his bed with a big screen so i pulled up MS Word and left a message in big letters "please take good care of my dad, he is special". dad can't see it from where he is.

i've met someone i "knew" and yet didn't know. someone really nice that i'd always wanted to know. it's good. i feel good about that and good about what i'm doing and i don't want to stop. happy to be where i am. want to wake up and be good about where i am at and who i am. and i do.

damn i have to go, running late now. mind miles away and here. so much going on,,,,,good morning. '